oh those eyes, like crystals from the sky
they seem to reflect the sadness
his voice he barely uses
is like a symphony on the breeze
his heart gentle and kind
manages to stand out amongst the others
he is like a blossom still in bloom in winter
the bright red popping threw all the white
he in a whole is amazing
his awkward but gentle approach
i think i love him
but im to scared to admit it to even myself
for fear of rejection
or my worse fear of acceptance
i just wish he could see
just how much he means to me
the more i see of him
the more i feel condemned to my personal hell
it’s just him and me
in my fantasies
I love you I hate you...? by CrymsonFire, literature
Literature
I love you I hate you...?
I may say I love you
I may say I care
I may say I need you
Like I need the air
I may shout your name
I may hold your gaze
I may love you so much
That I go in a craze
I may dream about you
Every night that I do
I may whisper that phrase
I love you, I love you
But just so you know
I could be lying
I can hate you
Without even trying
I hate you I hate you
How easy to say
Those words that could make
You go away.
I hate you, I hate you
With eyes full of mist
I unclench my hand
And let go of your wrist
Like I've been holding my breath
I watch you go with a sigh
And I turn my back on you
Without saying goodbye
Life is a dream, suffering from these illusions of darkness
Until you wake up, it never finishes, for you, for me, and for everyone else
It’s a path of fire and you keep walking onward, burning in your loneliness
Burying your shadow until you feel the pain
You need power to feel the pain, master your pain
Then you see time, it falls endlessly
Feel it, time is passion, it’s destruction
Ticking away the life from your soul
Passion is emotion
Look what’s ahead, forget what’s behind, nothing ends
Tomorrow will die in its darkness, in its pain
You will open your eyes and realize it was a fantasy
A dream beyond control,
I want to stay sad forever
Soft as the clouds, deeper then the ocean
Beyond the human experience, there's a feeling
Passing time, when I was three
Nothing cannot be defined, it just slips away
Stop, silence, nothing, everything
Words are just conjectures of the mind, sound is just vibration
Experience is just an illusion, thought is just sparks of electricity, flowing through your brain
Breath, stillness, everything, nothing
It is here that you will find, what you have always been looking for
Escape through the door onto green fields and the pouring rain
Redemption
Every moment that passes brings you closer
Divide me into half and rele
i'll be your guardian angel today
i wouldn't have it any other way
when i see danger i'll steer you clear
never allow yourself to fear
i'll be here.
my halo is transparent, you can't see my wings
yet i'll be there to take care of things
to dust you all off, when you've just fallen down
you don't need to worry, i'm always around
hush my baby, sleep tonight
everything will be allright
cuz you've got an angel here in me
i'll keep you safe, hon wait and see
sleep. dream.
Flutter fickle heart of
mine; compose these burning
feelings pent up inside
I have a desire
my hearts content
to have a love
like heaven descent
with these bare hands I
shall love you more
than water loves
foliage, love me some more
Burning flesh on devils
door; Cheating vixens
lets have some more
Your gentle words
beget my ears
For your actions
speak louder than words
If gentle child
has that feeling
of floating, of singing
that erotic sigh
it haunts my dreams;
fluttering heartbeats
are the start of silent
destruction
be weary but not fretful
Love comes to all
So either hold it,clutch it to your breast
Or let it flutter like the rest